Everyone seems to be against you and yet all you are looking for is harmony and love. If you remember that both of these things can't be reached by fighting you will overcome your difficulties.
A trying phase is just starting that will demand a lot of you. There are people who are ready to help but you should build up some financial reserves anyway.
The good thing is that there are people around who give you the strength and motivation you need. You should, however, not forget that your resources are limited and that you need some time to relax now and then.