You may feel disappointed by your loved one due to a lack of comittment or their unusual desire for freedom- Try to be flexible and a little more generous. These are only whims which will pass quickly.
It's time to take a step back and reassess your priorities. If you are struggling to solve some issues, check if they really belong on your plate or if it is not the right time to drop them or hand them over. Being stubborn won't get you any further.
If there were no pandemic a holiday would do you good. In these special times cocooning might do the trick and relax your strained nerves.