Can you feel them again, these nagging doubts if what you have is the right thing or if there is not someone out there who is more excinting or better suited? The faint suscpiciion that knowing someone inside out automatically makes them a little boring? Is that what you want others to say about your? Try to be reasonable and kind!
You are making good progress. If you are ready to listen to the advice of others there may even be a financial surprise in store for you.
Your energy levels are already good and get some further boosts which increase your ability to persevere.