Most of the gods are currently favourably disposed towards Girra. This means also for you everything is peachy, as long as you stick to your commitment and don't look for problems when there are none.
If you manage to stay calm and patient during the first half of the month you might finally reach the breakthrough you have been hoping for. Don't forget your sense of community.
Slowly but surely your energy levels are increasing and with it come ease and joy of life.